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Wake up call.
On: Sunday, August 28, 2011 @4:51 PM
On: Sunday, August 28, 2011 @4:51 PM
Self :
Mus , how far do you agree with the fact tht sometimes the situation itself is the one that leads us to devastation ? And not our mindset
Mus :
For its just the way one thinks . feelings can be controlled by our minds , our brain have enough power to bring down a building tapi not many can even use 10% of their brain cells . So , in mus nye opionion , his/her feelings just overpower their mind and make them believe that the situation was the cause of the devastation , just because you spilt up doesnt meant your going down what (I certainly did not mention anyth to him , about why I was devastated in the first place. but, he knew. oh well)
For its just the way one thinks . feelings can be controlled by our minds , our brain have enough power to bring down a building tapi not many can even use 10% of their brain cells . So , in mus nye opionion , his/her feelings just overpower their mind and make them believe that the situation was the cause of the devastation , just because you spilt up doesnt meant your going down what (I certainly did not mention anyth to him , about why I was devastated in the first place. but, he knew. oh well)
One shouldnt mistake situation as a cause of a problem . its their thoughts and feelings that affects themselves . So kalau separated dont give a fuck about it no matter how ash stymest-like he is , ada lagi orang yg lebih mulia dari laki tu . so dont make yourself down for whatever reason . Cause its just a mistake , when you can finally move on .
Cheer up takmu gila gila kan laki cause we're still young adults tapi kalau bermatair takmu lebih lebih jelah . Whats with the question anw? Of all people , I thought you would know that its never worth to give a fuck about someone who doesnt give a fuck about you.
Self:
I dont knw, I just........lost track in everyth . And everyth isnt right after he left , maybe its me , cause I've been prioritising my Ego and keeping everyth to myself , which in the end led me to self-destruct thus now , at the losing end . Or maybe its just Karma. Maybe i really need him ? Because whenever am down and whenever he's around , I'm always reminded tht someone's still there for me .
Mus:
No matter how much affection you guys have , romance memories or happiness . seha tk sepatotnye wait for him and do wtv you have been doing . its a diff time zone alrd , 2011 is no longer 2008 sehamini. Okay yes , maybe he is your first love , but you have to find your second love and make him your pillar of strength instead la . Make another 5-10 years of memories with someone better , and hope it can last . Just dont repeat any mistakes that you made . I used to have this girl with me , mana mana mus ada dia ada , bila bila mus happy or sad dia ada , but now die tk ada what . Yang ada Wani , so I make Wani that someone I can rely on . Kalau Wani takde , then there must be another one that can be better than her . Logically ah w/o having any emotions , its easy to move on . Perempuan complicated cause of their feelings/emotions . So try to be a bit manly and use some common sense in your decision makings and you will be fine . Im not heartless , I do cry n all but everyth I do has a reason . Siala , mus da mcm priest giving a preach . Hah
It's better to have tried, then to not try and know that you could have had what you really wanted.
On: Tuesday, August 16, 2011 @3:53 PM
On: Tuesday, August 16, 2011 @3:53 PM
why do we had to bid goodbye again ?
On: Sunday, August 14, 2011 @6:21 PM
On: Sunday, August 14, 2011 @6:21 PM
It just shows me enough that , with or without my presence it makes no difference to his life
:(
On: Saturday, August 13, 2011 @4:07 PM
On: Saturday, August 13, 2011 @4:07 PM
Two of my friends met in accident , again . Sadly , I managed to only keep one . Since June , things has been real hard on me . But its okay , I'm glad that god took him away during this holy month . I'm sad. Yea. Yet theres no point grieving , god must have loved him too much and wants to take him back . Marxie / Mei Ling , I need chu to be strong cause Anyway, I've always known you as a very strong girl, so I shall hold on to that belief. Me and An will come and visit you on monday xo
Al-fatehah to , Akyn Tecktonik/Dudut ♥
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Out to geylang with some of em Gingas and Aini , needa stuff myself with 8 dollar deng deng , 2 ayam percik , 2 box of tako balls same krupuk lekko
HAPPY 46TH SPORE!
On: Wednesday, August 10, 2011 @6:42 PM
On: Wednesday, August 10, 2011 @6:42 PM
And so , Sg had finally turned 46th yesterday whereas Ery , Yan , Miran and Rifdy turned a year older today . On top of that , someone's finally a 'free-man' tomorrow . Not to forget my sister will be turning 21st as well .
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Went out with em Gingas together with Aini (only some of them showed up cause now that they're in ITE. majority owns a new 'fuck-your-new-friends' clan) to celebrate national , beforehand , Belle came to my house to borrow a yellow eyeshadow and surprised me by conrow-ing my hair. MHMMMMMMM~
Moving on , we broke our fast at Popeye somewhere near flyers and watched fireworks from there . It wasnt breath-taking neither was it up to my expectations . But that doesnt really count , cause what matters the most is , who I get to spend the day with.
Pictures can't tell how much fun we had :D long live mates - yan
Happy 17th Birthday handsome , I've said what I had to via text message . So I hope you understood what I expect of you . I love you yan xo <3
Hafiz made this cupcake for me . CUTE HORRRRRRRRRRRR THE CUPCAKE, COLOUR COLOUR SOME MORE! Absolutely soft and scrumptious! Plus the middle part of the cupcake is coated with chocolateeeee. #cantgetenoughofit.
formspring.me
On: Tuesday, August 09, 2011 @11:01 AM
On: Tuesday, August 09, 2011 @11:01 AM
Ah , what ? Ape ? http://formspring.me/sheamxnx
remember us at our best
On: Sunday, August 07, 2011 @4:27 PM
On: Sunday, August 07, 2011 @4:27 PM
"Who do you see yourself with in the future?"
"you."
"I'll marry you I promise"
"*pinky promise*"
Up till today , I still see you.....................................I still do :'(
sometimes a couple think if they kept finding themselves back together after being seperated for countless time , just means they're meant to be with each other . but sometimes it just mean , things will never work between them .-efyn
As much as i'm trying to make myself hate you in order to move on , I'd still tell myself that youre once the reason to my happiness xx
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